This is a Lesson in Procrastination

Staring Up Into The Sky

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 06:37:31 GMT

Went shopping today - bought a new shirt and decided to pop the collar : )

I love my little boys polo shirt. I need to buy more.

That's what trips to Belmont and Clark and Boystown are for : )

I'm out

Much love - Shannon</3

All I Want This Years For You To Dedicate Your Last Breath To Me

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 22:08:14 GMT

ShaikYerHips: reading is the awesomest
ShaikYerHips: : )
Greed Envy fear: maybe you should read a lil more

Talk To Me, Dance With Me

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 19:30:05 GMT

So I found pictures of TJ that I forgot I had...

I <3 that picture cause I got him to smile.

When I first met him - I asked him to kiss his friend for me - so him and Ronnie kissed for me. He told me later he did it cause I was cute and he remembered me since then.

Sort of a pointless post but oh well.

Much love - Shannon</3

Don't Call Me Up When The Snow Comes Down

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 19:27:15 GMT

Before the sun is down today
I have a feeling of the
words that she'll say
putting all my feelings to a close
my friends already know
just let me keep my dignity
just say it to my face
or understand
what it's like to give a second chance
we'll see

tonight
I'll stand
In the light
So you can count how many tears fall from my eyes
this time I'll be alright
my heart can't get any worse

Today is just another break up day
It's my least favorite holiday
I think this time I'll stand up for myself
While you sit down
What's gonna happen anyway
I guess it's best you gave up right away
We can't be friends
Moving so fast headed for the end
we're done

tonight
I'll stand
In the light
So you can count how many tears fall from my eyes
this time I'll be alright
my heart can't get any worse

tonight
I'll stand
In the light
So you can count how many tears fall from my eyes
this time I'll be alright
my heart can't get any worse

I decorated that : )

Old pics cause I'm bored

The ninja is back and he'll fuck you up

Boy on a tiolet in the girls bathroom? Yeah - Stu is awesome

Nick - the boy who likes to make me cry

I miss my hair like that

Dennis - he's a cutie and I miss him because I haven't seen him in forever and a day : \

That's all.

Much love - Shannon</3

I Want You To Know That I Miss You

Sun, 30 May 2004 04:39:10 GMT

Yeah - I can rock it.

Much love - Shannon<3

Walking Away It's Not The Same As Running

Tue, 25 May 2004 02:27:59 GMT

I got bored...

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You
Name:	Shannon
Age:	15
Sex:	Female
Eye Color:	Green
Hair:	Brown/Blonde
What are you wearing right now:	Blue tank top and jean capris
Status:	Taken - Finally
Opposite Sex
Sexiest thing about a girl:	Lower back, Lips
Sexiest thing about a guy:	Eyes
Honestly now - Which one kisses better?:	Girls : X
Wost thing about a girl:	Too loud and gossipy
Worst thing about a guy:	Doesn't pay much attention most the time, SPORTS
Worst place (on body) to be kissed:	Um...
Best place (on body) to be kissed:	Lips, Cheek, Shoulder, Hips
How many
Toes do you have?:	3857...Yep, that's right
Monkeys live in the jungle:	A lot
Real relationships have you been in:	2 - I'm hoping the one now will be 3
Classes have you failed:	I almost failed Chem this year - not sure yet though
When was the last time you
Showered:	Today
Brushed your teeth:	Today
Brushed your hair:	I don't brush my hair - wait, yes I do..when I get out of the shower - Damnit
Were in a car:	Today going to drop my nephews off
Kissed someone:	Today
Smoked anything:	Um...Saturday
Drank:	A few weeks ago
Had sex:	Last week
Got dumped:	Not sure - a while ago
Hugged someone:	Today
Cried:	Not sure
Laughed:	Today - My nephew was being a goof ball
Who was the last person you
Hugged:	Dylan
Kissed:	Dylan
Had sex with:	Pat
Touched:	Um...Dylan or Ethan
Talked to on the phone:	My mommy
Talked to in person:	My dad
Talked to online:	Sean
Yelled at:	Stefanie
Said you hated:	Not sure - I know I said I hated Katie today
Said you loved:	My mom or Dylan and Ethan
Favorite
Movie:	Requiem for a Dream, Harry Potter
Color:	Black/Pink
Song:	Alkaline Trio - Crawl, Maroon 5 - This Love
Band:	Alkaline Trio
TV show:	Simpsons? I don't watch much TV
Friends
Who is the
Funniest:	Chella or Heather...Josh is pretty funny too
Most annoying:	Not sure
Hottest:	Oh man...
Best kisser:	Girl - Heather or Chella Boy - Pat or Steve
Smartest:	Dan S
Nicest:	Pat
Angriest:	Hmm...
Most boring:	Not sure
Most fun:	Chella or Jaymee
Prettiest:	Jaymee
Honest:	Chella
Sexiest:	oOo La La ---- Not sure
Has the best hair:	Joey - His haircut is sex
Best smile:	Amanda
Best taste in music:	Heather or Sam-E
One you'd like to trade places with for a day:	Jaymee or Chella just to see what it's like to have HUGE boobs for a day
Look like:	Hmm...Not sure
Hate:	I don't hate my friends - I do hate Katie McGovern though
Music
Best band ever:	Alkaline Trio
Best song:	Crawl - Alkaline Trio
Best lyric:	"Never had a drink that I didn't like. Got a taste of you, threw up all night. I got more sick with every sour second rate kiss, everything I never would miss again"
Song that fits your life:	Hmmm....Not sure
Song that makes you happy:	Blue Carolina - Alkaline Trio
Sad:	Anything by Dashboard
Angry:	Just Like You - Three Days Grace
Want to hit someone:	^^
Reminds you of that "special someone":	Blue Carolina - Alkaline Trio
Would you rather
Eat a worm or Eat a fly:	Fly
Kiss someone in the rain or Kiss someone in the snow:	Rain
Be lonely forever or Stay with the same person forever:	Stay with the same person
Smoke or Drink:	Not sure
Have sex and get an STD or Get bit by a dog and have your arm gone:	Arm gone
Lose your arm or Lose your leg:	Arm
Be deaf or blind:	Meep! Not sure...you wouldn't be able to live the full beauty of life without either
Date someone who's ugly and sweet or Hot and rude:	Ugly and sweet
Random
What shoes do you wear a lot:	My chucks and my AE Flip Flops
Have you ever dyed your hair:	Yes
Do you regret anything in your life:	Some things - Yes
If you could relive 1 moment - what would it be:	Hmm...right now I'd have to say the night I met Christo because that changed my life forever
Have you ever come to the realization that everything has gone wrong:	Yes
Ever put a hole in the wall:	Nope - wanted to though
Do you like swimming:	I have a pool of that counts for anything
Do you like Michael Jackson Dance Parties:	YES!
Ever been in a fist fight:	Nope
Ever been kissed in the rain:	In drizzle - Yes
Cheated on someone?:	Yes : X
Why doesn't an elephant like to play cards in the jungle???:	I know this!!!
...Would you like to know now?:	I already do know it!
...How about now?:	I know it! I know it!
Meep! I guess I'll tell you....:	How about I tell you... There are too many Cheetahs!
There are too many CHEETAHS!!!:	haha...exactly
That was good wasn't it?:	Yes it was
I'm done now. Wasn't this fun?:	Nope! : )

Long Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

Everyone take that quiz cause I made it!

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+ Basics +
Are you emotional ::	Yes
Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few ::	Sometimes - None lately
What about movies ::	Sometimes
What emotion do you usually feel ::	Lately - excited
+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out ::	Someone being a jackass, someone yelling at me, break ups, people dying
How many times have you done that ::	Cried my heart out? Lots
Where do you cry ::	My bedroom
Do you hate crying ::	Sometimes
Do you like it when others cry ::	No - I always wanna fix the problem
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty ::	Yes
Who looks good when they cry ::	I don't know
How else do you express sadness ::	Not sure - When I'm sad, I sleep a lot
Are you sad all the time ::	Nope
+ Anger +
What does it take to make you mad ::	Someone being a cuntface
What do you do when you're angry ::	Yell - a lot, throw things, cry
How short is your temper ::	Very
How long does it take you to calm down ::	Depends on what I'm angry about and who I'm with and such
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad ::	Hurt myself, Yelled at my mom or someone else I care about
Do you freak out when others are angry ::	Sometimes
Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you ::	Hm...yes
What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad ::	The one thing I can think of right now is telling me they love me and then a few hours later being with someone else - That broke my heart and made me angry
Do you anger people ::	Yes
+ Joy +
How often are you happy ::	A lot now
What makes you happy ::	My friends and Pat
What do you do when you're happy ::	Dance : )
How optimistic are you ::	Hm not sure - a lot more now than I was before
Do happy people make you mad ::	No - only if I'm angry
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy ::	Make someone else feel bad by rubbing it in or something like that
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone ::	Yes
Ever been so happy you cried ::	Hm yes - When my nephews were born
Do you smile a lot ::	Now I do
Kiss people a lot::	My boyfriend - yes
Who really makes you happy ::	Pat
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy ::	If it makes them happy too - yes
+ Fear +
What do you do when you're scared ::	Hide
What scares you ::	Dark, spiders, being alone
Do you like scaring people ::	Yes
Do you like the trill of being frightened ::	Yes
Does fear accompany anger in your case ::	No
Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe ::	Almost
How often do you panic ::	Not often - only when there's really something to panic about
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER ::	Hmm...someone in my family being in the hospital, getting a call saying my cousin might not live through the night, or not being able to make myself stop bleeding
What do you do to calm your nerves ::	Sit down and breathe
Do rollercoasters scare you ::	They give me chills sometimes - but they're excitement chills
+ The strongest emotion +
What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going ::	Alkaline Trio - Blue Carolina, Something Corporate - anything by them
Movie ::	Not sure
Commericial ::	I don't watch TV much
Person ::	Pat
Thing ::	Um...
Sight ::	Stars
Sound ::	Music
Food ::	Haha! I don't know! Food doesn't give me emotions
Thing you're looking forward to/want ::	Knowing summer is coming
+ What do you do +
When the emotion suck ::	Usually cry
When the emotion rocks ::	Dance
When there's no emotion ::	Sit back and continue to be apathetic
+ Would you rather +
Never feel again ::	No
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life ::	Meep...neither
Be happy forever and never experience bad times ::	No
Cause misery ::	No
Feel misery ::	No
Be alone ::	Sometimes
Be with everyone you know ::	Sometimes
+ Who +
Cheers you up more than anyone else ::	Chella maybe...
Angers you more than anyone else ::	Nat
Scares you more than anyone else ::	Not sure
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else ::	A lot of people do - lately it's been Pat though
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think ::	Chella, Jaymee, Pat

Emotions brought to you by BZOINK!

Much love - Shannon<3

Lights Out Right Now

Mon, 24 May 2004 01:03:41 GMT

I have really red cheeks and I make funny faces : \

I look funny and I need to stop wearing black all the time

Much love - Shannon<3

I've Been Alone All Along

Mon, 17 May 2004 18:38:00 GMT

I think this is highly amusing.

Top 10 reasons to date a female soccer player
1. We know how to work balls REALLY well
2. We will do it for 70 minutes in 11 different positions.
3. We like to be on top of our game.
4. We have extremely strong hip flexors.
5. We enjoy getting hot AND sweaty.
6. We wear tiny shorts for easy playing.
7. We are used to getting our knees dirty while playing rough.
8. We know how to take it up the middle.
9. We play the field until we SCORE.
10. Just because we know how to kick it.

Yeah...Soccer players are the best. No way to deny it. : )

Who Invited You?

Mon, 17 May 2004 12:31:29 GMT

New layout.
Could be better.
Oh well.

It looks pretty cool I guess...I still need a new icon though.

When I go out this weekend I'm bringing my camera cause right now I don't have many pics but I'll leave you with one I took last night.

I have really red cheeks..I'm aware : \ Oh well.

Much love - Shannon<3

Your Taste Still Lingers On My Lips

Sun, 16 May 2004 19:32:40 GMT

Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin

Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes

I love this song<3

Me And My Star

Sat, 15 May 2004 06:20:08 GMT

"The key to faking out the parents is the clammy hands. It's a good non-specific symptom. A lot of people will tell you that a phony fever is a dead lock, but if you get a nervous mother, you could land in the doctor's office. That's worse than school. What you do is, you fake a stomach cramp, and when you're bent over, moaning and wailing, you lick your palms. It's a little childish and stupid, but then, so is high school.
I did have a test today. That wasn't bullshit. It's on European socialism. I mean, really, what's the point? I'm not European, I don't plan on being European, so who gives a crap if they're socialist? They could be fascist anarchists - that still wouldn't change the fact that I don't own a car. Not that I condone fascism, or any ism for that matter. Isms in my opinion are not good. A person should not believe in an ism - he should believe in himself. I quote John Lennon: "I don't believe in Beatles - I just believe in me." A good point there. Of course, he was the Walrus. I could be the Walrus - I'd still have to bum rides off of people."

I'm On My Feet I'm On The Floor I'm Good To Go

Wed, 12 May 2004 02:26:19 GMT

I had other pics to post..but all of my pictures got deleted somehow from my computer and I almost cried. But I still have these so yeah, enjoy.

My brother tried to be like his little scary dood my other brother got him...look at that hair..it's sooo long.

That was the sky last night and I thought it was beautiful.

Those are from Saturday when I got home

Much love - Shannon<3

My Heart Ticks In Beat With These Kids That I Grew Up With

Wed, 12 May 2004 00:13:49 GMT

Lots of surveys for I was bored...

X the ones that aren't true

(X) I've never been drunk
(X) I've never smoked pot
(X) I've never kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) I've never kissed a member of the same sex
( ) I've never crashed a friends car
( ) I've never totaled my car
(X) I've never ridden in a taxi
( ) I've never had anal sex
(X) I've never been in love
(X) I've never had sex
(X) I've never had sex in public Does a park count as public? : )
( ) I've never slept with someone I thought was ugly
(X) I've never been dumped
(X) I've never shoplifted
( ) I've never been fired
( ) I've never been in a fist fight
( ) I've never had a threesome
( ) I've never snuck out of my parents house
( ) I've never been tied up [sexually]
( ) I've never been caught masturbating
(X) I've never pissed on myself Everyone has when they were little
(X) I've never had sex with a member of the same sex
( ) I've never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
( ) I've never been arrested
(X) I've never been snow-boarding
( ) I've never been to mexico
( ) I've never been paid to pose nude
( ) I've never been to a bachelor party
( ) I've never been to a sex party
( ) I've never had sex with a tourist visiting town.
( ) I've never been caught by the police having sex
( ) I've never met someone at a bar and had sex with them
( ) I've never had sex in the woods
(X) I've never made out with a stranger
( ) I've never stolen something from my job
( ) I've never celebrated the New Year in Times Square
( ) I've never gone on a blind date
(X) I've never lied to a friend
(X) I've never had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've never celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
( ) I've never been to Europe
( ) I never skipped school
( ) I've never dated someone of a different race
( ) I've never slept with a co-worker
( ) I've never been fisted or fisted someone else.
( ) I've never thrown up in a bar
( ) I've never lied in order to have sex with someone
( ) I've never been naked on webcam
( ) I've never worn clothing of the opposite sex while having sex
( ) I've never had sex with a little person
( ) I've never used a sex toy to get off
( ) I've never had sex in a moving vehicle
( ) I've never had a sexual fling with a crush.
(X) I've never cheated on my mate
( ) I've never been cheated on by my mate Well, not that I know of
( ) I've never eaten sushi
( ) I've never been given oral sex while driving
( ) I've never played "I never" as a drinking game
( ) I've never fired a handgun
( ) I've never met someone off the internet just for sex

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Timeless fun...
Without looking at the clock, what time is it?:	Maybe 6?
Ha. Now look. What time is it really?:	6:04
What year were you born?:	1988
What month?:	July
Day?:	16th
By any chance would you know the weekday? (Monday, Tueday, ect.):	I could find out, but I'm too lazy
So, because people are dumbasses, and can't tell, how old are you?:	15..Almost 16 though..sort of
All about the rich, sultry gorgeous you....
What's your full name?:	Shannon Lee Belle Wyss
What is your dumbest kid nickname?:	Booger : \
What's the nickname you pretend to be embarrassed by, but secretly like?:	Hmm...not sure
And what's your favorite nickname?:	Shanny or Shanno
Where do you live?:	Medinah
Family fun...
How many brothers do you have?:	3
Sisters?:	0
Do you have any stepsiblings or half-siblings, and if so, who?:	Nope
Who do you get along with best in your family?:	Cory, my brother. Or my Mama
Who's easiest to talk to?:	Cory or my Mama
Have you ever been on a family vacation, and if so, what was it?:	Yes...lots..mostly Florida though
Stuff to wake you up!
How about them drugs?:	Meh, I don't like them and I don't like when my friends do them either.
Alcohol?:	Lush
Pot?:	Yuck
Cigarettes?:	Meh..some of my friends some..I have sometimes..though I don't like it, yeah, I'm dumb
Anything else?:	Blahhhh
Have you ever kissed someone romantically?:	Yes
Have you ever made out with someone?:	Yes
Are you a virgin?:	No
How do you define virgin?:	Ever had a guys penis in you?...a real one
If you are, then how far have you gone?:	Blaaaaaaahhhhhhh
What's the most interesting place you've hooked up?:	Hmm....My friends front yard : X
Have you ever sold drugs?:	No
Have you ever been paid for sexual favors?:	No
Do you know anyone who has?:	Hmmm nope
Friends, I love you so...
Do you have a lot of friends?:	Meh, not really...maybe though
Which friend is the funniest?:	Gahh..Chella, Heather..I don't know
Which friend is the most arrogant?:	Arrogant? God, I don't know...
Which friend is the sweetest?:	Sam
Who would you eat first if you were stranded on an island?:	Hmm...Could I just somehow get trees down and build a ship? Because I really wouldn't want to eat any of my friends
Would you...
Have sex with a gender you're NOT attracted to, if no-one knew?:	Haha
Want to erase your memory of any people or memories in particular?:	Yes
Ever go on the Atkin's diet?:	Nope
Work for the Bush administration?:	God no
Get a sex-change operation?:	No way
Dress up as the opposite sex, just for fun?:	I have dressed in boys clothes because they were comfy
Shoot up?:	No way
Cut yourself? (Please say no):	Um...Not anymore I wouldn't.
Play D+D?:	D+D?
Videotape you having sex? (or making out, if that makes you blush):	Making out maybe cause it would be funny to watch later...I'd be too scared to video tape sex
Your preferences...
What sex(es) are you attracted to?:	Does it matter? Girls are hot, so are boys...and they're both pretty stupid
What age would you like your next lover to be?:	Hmm...17
Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:	No : \
Well, are you seeing somebody who's not your boyfriend/girlfriend?:	No..I wish
How far would you go on a first date?:	Depends on how long I've known the person before that or if I actually feel attracted to them.
When was the last time you....
Said a word? (Last word you said):	I think it was fuck and it was a little bit ago : X
Cursed? (which curse?):	Fuck...just a little bit ago, like I just said
Kissed someone (friendly) and who?:	Hmm...Not sure
Hugged someone? (and who?):	At school, Heather
Cried?:	Friday
Made out? (and who, please tell!):	Friday/Saturday, Cory
Had sex? (Oh you know we wanna hear this one):	Umm..I don't even remember anymore.
Went to the bathroom?:	Like an hour ago
Drove or got driven in a car?:	After school
Slept and didn't feel tired the next morning?:	Yesterday morning
In the past month, have you...
made out?:	Yes
been on a date?:	No
drank alcohol?:	Yep
smoked cigarettes?:	Yep
smoked marijuana?:	No
had sex?:	No
hugged someone?:	Yes
cried?:	Yes
gotten a cold?:	No
threw up?:	I don't throw up
had a hangover?:	Yes
passed out?:	No
dyed your hair?:	Yes
Died. If you read Shakespeare, you know what that means.:	No
Last part. Random OTHER thoughts....
Do you believe that guys can have multiple orgasms?:	Hmm...if they're spaced apart a little bit, yes.
Have you ever had multiple orgasms, and if you're bold, when?:	Hmm, no
Which is better: Winnie the Pooh or Ernie and Bert?:	Winnie the Pooh
Do you like the Spice Girls? Did you ever like them? And I know you did.:	I don't now, but I used to

Lexi's survey for everybody brought to you by BZOINK!

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--Your Favorite--
Hair Color::	Brown or Black
Eye Color::	Any is fine...I really like big dark brown or green eyes
(Their)Music Genre Preference::	Hmm...probably more emo or screamo stuff
Height(estimate)::	5'9-11 Maybe?
Age::	As long as they're over 16..it's cool
Personality Type::	Sweet, romantic, funny...but not overly emotional or someone who attaches too quick
--This or That--
Older or Younger::	Older
Romantic or Horndog::	Romantic..but he's gotta wanna do something sometime
Smart or Stupid::	Smart
Fat or Skinny::	Skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular::	Skinny and skinny...muscle tends to annoy me...I like the tall skinny boys
Punk or Preppy::	Punk
The Big Picture or the Little Things::	Both
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present::	Flowers/candy
Mixtape or Burned CD::	Mixtape..it shows they put more time into it
Love or Lust::	Depends
Emotional or Just Not::	Emotional
Sincere or Jokester::	Both..they just have to know when to be what
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet::	Ugly and Sweet
Sexy or Just "cute"::	Either works
Arse or Abs::	Umm....
Hair or Hands::	Hair
Dimples or Eyes::	Eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs::	Blahhhh
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) ::	Umm....Teeth
Clean Shaven or Scruffy::	Clean Shaven
Rugged or Prim and Proper::	Rugged
Countryboy or Cityboy:	City
Date alone or With Friends:	Alone
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause::	Not sure
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much::	Yes
Loved a guy because he stalked you::	No
Loved a guy because he hated you::	No
Asked your friend's crush out::	Not sure...my friend had a crush on my boyfriend when we got back together....
Lead a guy on for kicks::	No..well..maybe..I don't know
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott::	No
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend::	I don't try to
Lied about not having a boyfriend::	No..that's just dumb
Lied about having one::	Yes, to get an asshole off my back
Cheated::	Yes : \
Been Cheated on::	Not that I know of
Had a crush on a gay guy::	Haha...If the person my friend told me is really gay..they yes, just a little one
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?::	None is better
Briefs?::	^^
Hat?::	Yeah
Skater Shoes?::	Yeah
Pimp Shoes?::	No
Band Shirts?::	Yeah
Vintage shirts?::	Yeah
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?::	Ew, no
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?::	Huh?
Independent/DC?::	Yeah
Skavenger/UGP?::	?
Fox/Thor?::	?
Jeans or Shorts?::	Jeans...tight jeans
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?::	No...I don't even like boys spending money on me...most the time
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?::	Nope
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?::	At times
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?:	No, that's stupid
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?::	Haha, probably
Do looks matter?::	You have to be physically attracted to someone to want to really be with them
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?::	Yes
Does size matter?::	Hmm...sort of
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?::	Meh
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?::	LOL no
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be)::	I just said No
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?::	Feelings sometimes...in fear of being hurt
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?::	No
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?::	Yeah..but I'd probably smack him after he said it
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?::	God, no....don't say it for a while...please
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?:	Too late
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?:	There have been 2 times I've meant it
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::	No
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?::	Yeah
Does this survey suck nuts?:	Meh

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls) brought to you by BZOINK!

Song that makes you happy:	Fall Out Boy - Grand Theft Autumn
Song that makes you want to cry:	TSL - Lasting Impressions
Song that makes you feel dreamy:	All the songs on the TSL Make Yourself at Home EP
Song that makes you sleepy:	Any Death Cab Song
Song that makes you want to dance:	Hot Hot Heat - Bandages and Any Coheed and Cambria song
Song that makes you want to close your ears:	Um..Most rap songs
Song that makes you think of that special someone:	I don't have a "Special Someone," Thanks. But if I did...Umm...Alkaline Trio - Blue Carolina
Song that makes you feel relaxed:	It depends on my mood
Song that makes you feel inspired:	All Songs do in some way or another
Song that makes you want to sing along::	All Songs..I love singing

Song That Makes You... brought to you by BZOINK!

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::15 Random Favorites::
1:	Friends
2:	Music
3:	Shows
4:	Vodka
5:	Orange Juice
6:	Singing
7:	Dancing
8:	Patrick from Fall Out Boy
9:	Matt Skiba
10:	Alkaline Trio
11:	White studded belts
12:	Stars
13:	Boys
14:	Kisses
15:	Hugs
::14 Favorite Foods::
1:	Steak
2:	Bread
3:	Oreos
4:	Sugar Cookies
5:	Eggs
6:	Potatoes
7:	Chips
8:	Icecream
9:	Milkshakes
10:	Salad
11:	Buffalo Wings
12:	Pizza
13:	Chocolate
14:	Stuffed Pork Chops
::13 Most Watched Shows::
1:	Simpsons
2:	Degrassi
3:	That 70s Show
4:	I Love the 80's
5:	IMX
6:	Dedicate Live
7:	Radio Free Rocso
8:	Switched
9:	Mixtape
10:	The OC
11:	CSI
12:	American Idol
13:	Gahh--I don't watch enough TV!!!!!!
::12 Good Bands in your Opinion::
1:	Alkaline Trio
2:	Fall Out Boy
3:	Something Corporate
4:	Acceptance
5:	Coheed and Cambria
6:	Yellowcard
7:	Until Sundown
8:	The Ataris
9:	The Starting Line
10:	Matchbook Romance
11:	June
12:	Brand New
::11 Memories::
1:	New Years
2:	Hot Hot Heat at Heathers....
3:	Skanking lessons
4:	Mine and Jaymee's first sleepover
5:	Dylan being born
6:	Ethan being born
7:	Seeing Alkaline Trio
8:	Warped Tour
9:	Fall Out Boy
10:	My 1st concert - The Ataris
11:	My first girl kiss
::10 Close Friends::
1:	Jaymee
2:	Chella
3:	Heather
4:	Dan Z
5:	Sam
6:	Anney
7:	Effay
8:	Dan S
9:	My brother, Cory
10:	My Mama
::09 Things you're looking forward to::
1:	Summer
2:	Friends
3:	Driving
4:	Hanging out with someone tomorrow : )
5:	My brother coming home
6:	HARRY POTTER!!!
7:	Seeing Fall Out Boy
8:	Seeing Alkaline Trio
9:	Warped Tour
::08 Things you wear daily::
1:	My 3 rings
2:	Earrings
3:	Bellybutton ring
4:	Bracelet
5:	Shoelace necklace
6:	Makeup
7:	Some sort of shirt
8:	Some sort of pants notice I didn't put underpants or bras ; )
::07 Things That Annoy You::
1:	Things obviously out of place
2:	People I don't like
3:	Crowded places
4:	People who are all "Ghetto Fab"...go eat a cock
5:	Katie McGovern...you can go and die
6:	Tags sticking out of shirts
7:	Assholes
::06 Things You Touch Everyday::
1:	My lips
2:	My hair
3:	My cell phone
4:	Food
5:	Water
6:	Someone else
::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
1:	Requiem for a Dream
2:	Pi
3:	Alice in Wonderland
4:	Freaky Friday
5:	Mean Girls
::04 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys::
1:	The TV
2:	The swingset
3:	The puddles after the rain
4:	Clue
::03 People You Have Kissed::
1:	Christo
2:	Heather
3:	Clark
::02 Of Your Favorite Songs::
1:	Fall Out Boy - Grand Theft Autumn
2:	The Starting Line - Lasting Impressions
::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With::
1:	I honestly can't answer this right now...maybe once I get a boy who I really do like I could come back and fill this out

Countdown brought to you by BZOINK!

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The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?:	Yes
Do you party a lot? How often?:	Meh, not really
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:	No
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?:	Um...a lot..I'm trying not to though
Do you skip classes? How often?:	I don't
Do you have casual sex? Protected?:	No
Do you steal?:	No
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?:	Sometimes
Do you drool over celebrities?:	Sometimes..who doesn't?
Do you watch a lot of TV?:	Nope
Do you ever watch the News?:	No--I hate hearing all the bad things going on because the US and Americans in general are pretty dumb
Do you even care about world issues?:	Not really....
Do you read books often?:	A lot
Are you failing a lot of your classes?:	No
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?:	Meh
Do you smoke cigarettes?:	Not usually..sometimes though...but it's sick
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:	No
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?:	Meh..I think people are cute..but things don't usually happen..though I sort of have a crush on someone now
Do you cuss a lot?:	Meh
Are you desperate to fit in?:	No
Are you intelligent?:	I can be
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?:	No
Black eyeliner?:	Yes
Black eyeshadow?:	Yes
Black trenchcoat?:	No
Black boots?:	Yes
Black fishnets?:	Yes
Black nail polish?:	Yes
Cigarettes?:	Meh
Heavy metal music?:	No
Marilyn Manson?:	No
Kittie?:	No
Cradle of Filth?:	No
Constant frown and perpetual angst?:	No
Do you like to be seen as:	...?
Are you an intellectual?:	I can be
An atheist?:	No
Horrible home life?:	No
Hopelessly depressed?:	Not anymore
Suffering with suicidal idealations?:	Not anymore
Self-mutilation?:	Not anymore
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?:	Sometimes
Big black boots?:	Sometimes
Mohawk?:	It's cute on some people
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]:	I used to have a lot
Loud, confident and opinionated?:	Yes
Wild hair colors?:	Used to
NOFX?:	No
Rancid?:	Yes
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?:	No
A:	A....
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?:	Not sure
Do you watch a lot of sports?:	Soccer sometimes
Play a lot of sports?:	Only soccer
Talk a lot about sports?:	No
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?:	Yes
Are you arrogant?:	No
Are you a male or female whore?:	No
Are you homophobic?:	No way
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?:	No
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?:	No
Boobs = yes?:	Yes--I have them
Parties = yes?:	No
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?:	No
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?:	Sometimes
Have you ever been on a diet?:	I will soon
How much did you lose?:	--
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?:	Shut up
Make yourself throw up?:	No
Make-up?:	Yes
Low-cut tops?:	Not usually-no
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]:	B or C...why does it matter?
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?:	I don't have much hair to flip
Giggle a lot?:	Sometimes
What's the deal with boys?:	: \
Thongs?:	Yes
Pretty bras?:	Yes
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?:	Yes
Who's the weaker sex?:	Depends on the person
Are you a feminist?:	No
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?:	Yes
How often do you shave your legs?:	Every day
How about your armpits?:	^^
Are you emotional?:	Yes
Especially when on your period?:	Yes
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?:	Originality
Independence or Companionship?:	Both are needed
Stability or Freedom?:	^^
Personal or Interpersonal?:	^^
Introvert or Extrovert?:	Extrovert
Popularity or Isolation?:	Meh..neither are too good
Unique or Loved?:	Both
Understood or Individual?:	Individual who's understodd
You or Them?:	Peanut?

How Stereotypical You Are... brought to you by BZOINK!

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What is your favorite..
gum:	Green Orbit
restaurant:	Not sure
drink:	Alcoholic - Screwdriver Non - Water
season:	Spring and Fall
type of weather:	Warm or Warm with rain
emotion:	Love/Lust
thing to do on a half day:	Hang out with a friend
late-night activity:	Sit around and watch movies or look at stars
sport:	Soccer
city:	Chicago
store:	Not sure
When was the last time you..
cried:	Friday
played a sport:	Friday
laughed:	Today
hugged someone:	Today
kissed someone:	Friday/Saturday
felt depressed:	Sometime in the past few days
felt elated:	Today
felt overworked:	Not in a while
faked sick:	^
lied:	Not sure
What was the last..
word you said:	Um..it was something to my dad
thing you ate:	Peanut Butter sandwich
song you listened to:	The Pros and Cons of Breathing - Fall Out Boy
thing you drank:	Chocolate Milk
place you went to:	My bedroom?
movie you saw:	Mean Girls : D
movie you rented:	Pi
concert you attended:	Fall Out Boy--it was @ KOC though..last "real" one was Sugarcult
Who was the last person you..
hugged:	Heather?
cried over:	I was crying over a lot of people...
kissed:	Cory
danced with:	Um..I danced on Dans bed Saturday morning
shared a secret with:	Not sure
had a sleepover with:	Dan and Cory
called:	My dad
went to a movie with:	Chella
saw:	My dad
were angry with:	Joey
couldn't take your eyes off of:	Um..this kid Alex in my Art class : X
obsessed over:	Not sure
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:	No
kissed someone:	Yes
done drugs:	Yes
drank alcohol:	Yep
slept around:	Um
partied 'til the sun came up:	No
had a movie marathon:	Yes
gone too far on a dare:	No
spun until you were immensely dizzy:	Yep..who hasn't?
taken a survey quite like this before:	Not sure

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::	Alkaline Trio
Are you female or male::	Queen of Pain
Describe yourself::	Another Innocent Girl
How do some people feel about you::	Stupid Kid
How do you feel about yourself::	Maybe I'll Catch Fire
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend::	This is Getting Over You
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend::	Keep 'Em Coming
Describe where you want to be::	The Metro
Describe what you want to be::	Snake Oil Tanker
Describe how you live::	Nose Over Tail
Describe how you love::	Fatally Yours
Share a few words of wisdom::	You've Got so Far to Go

Bands // Song Titles brought to you by BZOINK!

i am not:	A sex-crazed crack-whore
i hurt:	Everyone
i love:	My family and friends
i hate:	Katie McGovern
i fear:	Being alone forever
i hope:	I will find someone soon
i hear:	New Found Glory
i crave:	Someone who cares about me
i regret:	Some things
i cry:	A lot
i care:	About my friends and family
i always:	Look up at the stars
i long to:	Kiss someone and have it mean the world
i feel alone:	A lot
i listen:	To good music
i hide:	My feelings
i drive:	Myself crazy
i sing:	To everything
i dance:	Very badly
i write:	Songs
i breathe:	Air
i play:	Soccer
i miss:	Kisses
i search:	For stars
i learn:	As I get older
i feel:	Somewhat lonely
i know:	That things will get better
i say:	A lot of unneeded things
i succeed:	When I try
i fail:	When I don't try
i dream:	About you
i sleep:	With my window open when it's nice
i wonder:	About a lot
i want:	New pants
i worry:	That this summer will suck despite my efforts
i have:	A help bracelet my brother made around my wrist
i give:	Hugs
i fight:	A lot
i wait:	For someone special
i need:	Someone to understand
i am:	Shannon
i think:	Everything will turn out in the end
i can't help the fact that:	I'm a stupid girl
i stay:	Away from certain people

Complete This Sentence brought to you by BZOINK!

A:	Alkaline Trio
B:	Brand New
C:	Coheed and Cambria
D:	Death Cab For Cutie
E:
F:	Fall Out Boy
G:	Green Day
H:	Hot Hot Heat
I:
J:	June
K:	KutUUp
L:	Letter Kills
M:	MAtchbook Romance
N:	Name Taken
O:	Ok Go
P:	Pennywise
Q::	Queers
R:	Rise Against
S:	Something Corporate
T:	The Starting Line
U:	Until Sundown
V:	Vendetta Red
W:	Weezer
X:
Y:	Yellowcard
Z:
#:	504 Plan

Bands = A-Z brought to you by BZOINK!

Act your age:	I do...
Born on what day of the week:	Not sure
Chore you hate:	Not sure
Dad's name:	Dan
Essentail make-up item:	Lipgloss/Chapstick
Favorite actors/actresses:	Lindsey Lohan or Johnny Depp
Gold or sliver:	Silver
Hometown:	Medinah
Instruments you play:	Bass
Job title:	--
Kids:	--
Living arrangements:	Mom Dad 3 Brothers Grandma and Nephews on the weekends
Mom's name:	Robin
Number of socks you own:	Too many
Overnight hospital stays:	None
Phobia:	Spiders and Dark
Quote you like:	If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
Religious affiliation:	Um...
Siblings:	3 Brothers
Time you woke up today:	7:00
Unusual habits:	Making weird noises all the time
Vicious thing you've done:	Bit someone
Worst habit:	Biting my nails and lip
X-rays you've had:	Um..in my mouth for my braces
Your favorite season:	Spring and Fall
Zodiac sign:	Cancer

[the alphabet survey] brought to you by BZOINK!

So Everybody Put Your Best Suit Or Dress On

Thu, 06 May 2004 00:55:12 GMT

-----EDIT-----

The picture is for mine and Samantha's drunken dance party.
It's probably not going to be much of a dance party anymore, but it's okay. To find out where we're having it call my cell: 630-220-4038
(I can't believe I'm putting my cell # up)
If you call me too late I probably won't answer but leave me a message and I'll call you back or else try calling later.

----------

GO!!!!

The number on there is mine..so yeah, call for where it's at and if I like you, I'll tell you.

Much love - Shannon <3

Now You're All Caught Up, After Sleeping For Days

Tue, 04 May 2004 02:39:06 GMT

Be cool, comment filling it out and I will love you forever : )

1. What is my name?
2. Where did we meet?
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?
5. When is the last time we saw each other?
6. Do I smoke?
7. Do I believe in God?
8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?
9. My age?
10. Birthday?
11. Color hair?
12. Color eyes?
13. Do I have any siblings?
14. Have you ever had a crush on me?
15. Have you ever been jealous of me?
16. What's one of my favorite things to do outside?
17. What's my favorite thing to do indoors?
18. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?
19. What's my favorite type of music?
20. What is the best feature about me?
21. Am I shy or outgoing?
22. Would you say I'm funny ha ha or funny sarcastic?
23. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?
24. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a good friend?
25. What word would you use to describe me?
26. Have you ever seen me cry?
27. If there was one good nick name for me what would it be?
28. Are my parents still together?
29. If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you
tell me?
30. What's my favorite color?
31. What size shoe do I wear?
32. What is my favorite tv show?
33. What do you know about me that you don't think I know about myself?

Much love - Shannon<3

The Worst Is Over

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 21:56:52 GMT

Battle of the bands was last night. I have pictures of A Photo Finish that Joe(theauditionrock.com) took.

Eric-drums
Dave-bass
Sean-guitar

One day, I'm so taking Eric and keeping him in my room so I can have him when I want..this boy is too cute.

Much love - Shannon<3

Tonight The Headphones Will Deliver You The Words That I Can't Say

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 03:06:36 GMT

I colored my hair..I like it. I also gots a picture of Emma cause she's cute : )

Emma's adorable

Much Love - Shannon<3

THROW 'EM UP!!!

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 17:58:38 GMT

__bitch__please

It's mine and Anney's community.

I have to write up an application for people to fill out and such so yeah. Anney is doing the html work and such.

Go join and once I put up an application, fill it out and post. <33333

I'll heart you all if you join cause it will be fun.

but just a warning, you better know how to throw up some signs biotch. : )

When Did I Become So Weak

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 17:32:41 GMT

Show last night. Camera whore earlier yesterday

This kid kept getting so shy, it was so cute. I complimented him and he blushed and hid behind his hair or his hands kinda and said thanks all quietly. It was adorable.

These loafers were funny, they're like old man shoes. The kid wearing them was cute but looked so geeky. It was great.

Kurt

Chella

Vince

Me and Chella were warming up in the bathroom after being outside for a while and I'm like in love with all my pairs of chucks so I took a picture of them..one has Bart Simpson on it, the other has a Ninja Turtle.

This nemo scares the shit out of me...I'll be in the shower or something andout of nowhere it goes off. You have to press the top fin to makeit go off, and when nothing is around it, it goes off. I hate it. I wanna break it.

Much love - Shannon<3

More Nights Of Hugging My Pillow

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 20:29:51 GMT

Show Sunday. Show Thursday. Camera whore time Friday. Lots of pics. Sorry if it loads slow.

Sunday - All That's Left

Harrison

Kevin

Colin

Thursday- Letter Kills, Motion City Soundtrack, Sugarcult

Letter Kills

First pic of me and the singer right after they played.

What could be better than the singers crotch?

Another picture with him...and lots of hugs before and after the pic..<3

Motion City Soundtrack

Sugarcult
They played an acoustic show..and I have more pics if people wanna see them..comment and I'll post later.

This kid Jimmy drove me and Dan home..and he brought his cute friend with him.

Will - He reminds me of Conor Oberst which = total hotness x2350876729o6879hglejrgh90857p897

And yes, with letters in the number too.

Friday - Camera whore

That's what happened to my shin from getting stepped on at the show Thursday : \

I like this pic because of my eyes...

All done now.

Much love - Shannon<3

With The Taste Of Your Lips I'm On A Ride

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 18:53:58 GMT

Me and Jaymee went to eat at a nice place at this hotel and then to a wedding reception for a little bit...

Sorry if they're kinda shitty

Jaymee is hot

Yeah, I wore sex shoes. Hot

I saw this when we were on our way back from the pool and had to get a picture of it. It made me laugh.

That's all. Enjoy.

Much love - Shannon<3

Wait, Now, Here When Will You Believe?

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 00:11:08 GMT

you are patrick! a little guy with a big voice, you
rock out majorly on stage. you take a lot of
crap for being little, but you know everyone
loves you to death. you seem to have alot of
knowledge when it comes to music.

which member of Fall Out Boy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
You are COOKING WINE- You have issues, and you
drink a lot to forget about them. You are
still a classic song, so don't feel too bad.

What Alkaline Trio Song Are You!
brought to you by Quizilla

new jersey bound when sound asleep they'll find you at your most vulnerable
poll position speak up let out
when down the street the corner boys fuck shit up

scream loud scream sayonara
sweet josephine will you follow me home
scream loud scream sayonara
sweet josephine will you fuck me back home

let's fire it up haha now
don't let them scare you when you're down on the floor bleeding bastard
you'll be getting home real soon and i'll pray for you high health
don't let them scare you when you're down on the floor bleeding bastard
you'll be getting home real soon

speak up let out caught in the crossfire
compared to the step to the bone that might break
it's too late to find a better way out of this
with the finest regards that i lost in the cracks of this street

scream loud scream sayonara
sweet josephine will you follow me home
scream loud scream sayonara
sweet josephine will you fuck me back home

don't let them scare you
take me home when you run they'll follow you

PICTURES!

Alex

Amanda

Amanda's boyfriend Pat

Me playing my bass

Chella

My nephew, Ethan, sitting on my brother, JD

That's it! enjoy

Much love - Shannon <3

Your Makeup Looks So Great Next To His Teeth

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 20:29:42 GMT

I took pics and just got them working today...

My new jacket

and new shirt

My new piercing!!! YAY!!!

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I took pics and just got them working today...
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My new jacket

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and new shirt

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My new piercing!!! YAY!!!

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That's all for now

Much love - Shannon

All Your Pointed Words That Cut Me So Deeply

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 04:36:38 GMT

I cut and colored my hair...

^^Good God I <3 my hair in that picture.
: )

Tell me what ya think yo.

Much love - Shannon<3

Hey Lush Have Fun

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 03:58:06 GMT

Your Icon is..... by d3athofs3asons
Your Name
Your Age
Your B-day
Your Icon Is....

Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

you are hotpink
#FF69B4

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I don't think that you know
I said I don't think you know
I said I don't think you know what your missing

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple

I love this song...absolutely amazing.

Much love - Shannon <3